Dear confidence,

You think you could pay me a visit sometime soon?

Signed, Me !

Ive been feeling like shit the past couple of days.. actually weeks. The other day I blamed it on me being sick. Cause eeerrrbody know when your sick you either look or feel like shit. Me? Both! Go figure. But its way deeper than some stupid cold that'll leave me in a week and i'll still be left feeling like shit. =/ And since I cant stick my finger down my throat or starve myself to avoid the way I feel, I just sleep. Sleeping is easy. Your mind is somewhere else. Im not thinking about what I look like when im sleep. No noo, im thinking about nothing. peaceful. SLEEP! Long story short, I have major self esteem issues that need to get fixed ASAP! Tell anyone and i'll kill you. :) .. no really, GRR! lol

Dear blogspot,

F U C K Y O U !
.. your boring me.

no really.
I dont have a life.
My life = work . school. & sleep.
Your being negleted and I know I aint shit.

So until next time .. bye ! :)

Getting jiggy wit' it.. really?

So I felt like posting my Top 25 Most Played playlist -- and?
I just didnt know I played these songs the most. But itunes never lie.

1) Black Roses - Trey Songz
2) Forever Young - Jay-Z ft. Mr. Hudson
3) Bed Rest - Electrik Red
4) You're Fly - Ryan Leslie
5) Ice Cream Paint Job - Dorrough
6) Scratchin Me Up - Trey Songz
7) Go Shawty - Electrik Red
8) Yo Side of the Bed - Trey Songz
9) Neighbors Know my Name - Trey Songz
10) On to the Next One - Jay-Z
11) Life without Love - Jazmine Sullivan
12) Kill Bill - Electrik Red
13) On Point - Electrik Red
14) Venus vs. Mars - Jay-Z
15) Muah - Electrik Red
16) Gibberish - Ryan Leslie
17) Jupiter Love - Trey Songz
18) Cosmic Journey - Solange Knowles
19) Dance Dance Dance - Lykke Li
20) Make em' Say - Meek Mills
21) I took the night - Chelly
22) Somebody Come Get Me - Melanie Fiona
23) All I Need - Sterling Simms
24) Smash into You - Beyonce
25) Take you Home - Drake

NOTE : these are not my favorite songs. & this playlist is .. odd & wack.

AND YES, I do only listen to Jay-Z, Electrik Red, & Trey Songz. Thanks.

school is CHALKED...

or not. But Im really looking forward to this winter break. In the beginning I was into it "yay, college- learning shit I actually care about" negative! I could care less about study skills, math crap, & any other lame lessons my teachers teach. (expect for psychology . Maybe its my teacher teaching skills or that fact that he know how to put on an outfit that keeps me attentive. Who knows) IM DONE ! TIRED OF LEARNING. My brain hurts :( , okay okay - maybe its just my head that hurts.. but my head nurses my brain. Or something like that? Maybe I do need to stay in school.

(sigh)

It doesnt help that im completely lost in what I want to do. Teaching or Radio Personality. hmm. Teaching is something that I could do for the rest of my life. I love kids and "helping" others, so no problem there (besides the fact that its so much work) And being a Radio Personality is something I would GREATLY enjoy. I love to talk.. but im shy, sooo..? lol. I think I answered my own question. Teaching it is.

Specking of school im behind on some papers so until I have something else to talk about that’s slightly important. BYE !

Dear Lazy Sunday,

I miss you. Its seems like I havent had you like I use to. When will I have you in full effect again? Damn you work for taking away our quality time.

YOU SUCK!

I breath you, like AIR ...

FASHION.FASHION.FASHION

Pretty much my best friend. Slow down buddy, nobody said I was this high fashion stylist. Nope, I just like clothes.. alot. The whole idea of putting shit together thrills me. I swear If I had a million bucks my wardrobe would be ON POINT! I know I know. Bargain shop. Thats sounds like fun but I have yet to find a thift store in Philly that I love. So for now I'll stick to creating outfits via www.polyvore.com . I advice all you fashion lovers to check out that site. Fucking AWESOME!

Im #ontothenextone

I meet Electrik Red. (does my happy dance. aka the 'sexy spec') NOW im on to the next one. Shawn Corey Carter, better known as Jay-Z. Yummy Yummy Yummy. If I meet him id die. Like seriously, I might just make a ad on Craigslist and sell my body. Unless of course one of my parents are reading this. Yeah sorry, all jokes? I have no connects. Where the fuck is my connects?

I also wouldnt mind meeting Trey Songz (which im sure will be soon -- i have connects in that department, shoutout to J.Sullivan! lol) , Solange, Drake, & .. Beyonce (Just so I can throw that bitch down the steps.. or not) .





As Binkie would say, 'I dont care how I look. Im happy to be here' . To put it more simple .. I hate me in every pic, but I was happy to be there. Twizzy!

I have a CONFESSION,

My webcam makes me look pretty ! I know right ... Im shaking my head too. Im not the most confident mofo out there, but damn you webcam -- you make me look good.

In a committed relationship, and I cheated...

Relationship? Not me ! But, I did cheat on my oh so lame blog on tumbler.com . It wasn't giving me good loving so I had to jet. Plus, I negleted that shit - and if you know me, you know I aint shit ! And if you dont know me, well get to know me. Im Kayla. I neglet shit. But that doesnt make me less of a person, im just forgetful. I have a twitter, @_strokemyEGO . Be a follower and follow me. yeahh buddy.

Shoutout to the homie @BoyToyRocks who actually read my other blog. Follow him! Your a guy right? With a name like Tyreak I can assume your a guy =]

No need to be fake any longer. I made a blogspot to follow & comment on my lovely Electrik Red ladies blog.

www.theheadnurse.blogspot.com
www.naomileeallen.blogspot.com
www.leleinlalaland.blogspot.com